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Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

[ he seems to be having fun with this ]

I'm not.

I don't have visible joint lines anymore, but you can feel that I don't have a heartbeat.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

Does that mean you used to have joints? Did you [ this feels weird to say: ] grow out of them?

[ but he is moving his hand to yuuri's chest, dusting his fingers over where his heart would be. ] Huh. Look at that. If you're a puppet, then you're very sophisticated for a puppet.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

Of course I am.

My mother was a god, and I was made to be her body substitute.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

[ he's not sure how he feels about that. ] And somewhere along the way you met your little fox?

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

[ he nods ]

It was ... quite a while after my mother died and I took her place. I met him as a child, first. Then we met again after he kept his promise and came to fight me.

...And relentlessly seduced me.

[ he said that as if he didn't give in like right away ]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

Ah. He must have fallen in love with you immediately. To come find you once he's grown up to keep his promise. [ whistles, ] And he relentlessly seduced you? Did you fight all night~? [ chuckles. ] I'm afraid I may end up chasing this guy forever. [ ... ] Was it worth it? Waiting all that time?

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

... yes.

It might be a little too much to say to a new teammate. But he made me feel like life was actually worth living. I'd been alone for a long time before I met him.

1/3

[finalgambit]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

[ a small smile,
because he knows that feeling.
it's part of the reason he's fallen so hard for the doctor.
he'd like him before that,
but now... ]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

I know the feeling.

Perhaps that's one of the reasons I haven't stopped chasing him...

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

You're trying to play it cool but you really like him, mm? How cute.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

It's not cute. [ stop embarrassing him. ]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

I think it's very cute.

What is he like?

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

Intelligent. Serious. Handsome. [ caring. ] He's ~chiseled to perfection. [ aka hot af. ] And I like to think of him as a friend.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

I'm sure Tartaglia is more handsome.

But that sounds good.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

To each their own.

And he's not human either?

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

Not anymore. But he used to be. There just was ... an accident.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

He's a fox, right, ... [ smiiiiiiiiiiiiirks. ] Does he have a fox dick?

1/2

[abovefate]

[ he looks so ready to talk about Childe's dick, look at his enthusiastic expression ]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

Ah, I should ask his permission before I say anything, though ...

[ give him a moment he's texting Childe to ask if he can talk about his dick ]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

Go right ahead. [ but he can tell from yuuri's enthusiasm that he's oh-so-in love with childe. it's cute. refreshing... to see something so pure. ] ...you're really in deep, huh?

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

Mm. We're not exactly able to show things so openly back home, or to just be so carefree in general. Death looms here, but for the most part, we have good chances of coming back to it. Back home ... one mistake and we're done for. Given the type of world we live in, both of us could die at any moment.

So it's good to be able to show everyone how much he means to me here. I want him to never doubt it.

[ a pause and then he looks right back at him ]

Yes. He has a knot.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

If you returned home right now, both of you, would you go back to hiding your relationship? Do you think you could, knowing how much joy it brings the both of you to celebrate it so openly. Is it worth it... because, you're right, one mistaken and then you're dead.

[ he almost forgot he even asked about that,
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H- Heh. And you like that. [ his face might be a little red. ] Does that mean you two are into some real kinky shit. You did say he ate you. [ and you liked it. ]

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[abovefate]

Of course I like it. If it's with him, there's nothing I wouldn't like. I don't know if it just means we're highly compatible, or I'm so in love I would do anything. But admittedly even before meeting him, my tastes could get a little extreme.

As for your other question ...

I don't know if we could, but we'd have to. Things are so fragile right now, and I have responsibilities to more people than just the two of us. There are those that'd use our relationships to accuse me of having been manipulated by a Sneznhayan's spy, and try to leverage that to oust me from my throne. People are already distrustful.

Re: cont. day 22, night.

[finalgambit]

How about telling me some of your favorite things to do then… it might be nice to have an idea bowl to draw from. But besides that maybe I could even ~entice my friend with some of them. [ extreme, oho, he’s so curious. ]

…ah, that’s a bit depressing if I’m being honest. Maybe one day they’ll enjoy the relationship as much as you two do. You are their leader, but you’re still a person, and if they can see beyond your title, then perhaps they’ll give you your happiness.